Tuesday, July 31, 2012

I'm scared...

Of BlogHer. I'm so freaked out right now that I can't sleep. Every worry I put in the back of my head is now in the front of my mind. I keep thinking what if people don't like me? What if I miss out on something important? What if I'm not a good enough blogger? What if... As we speak I'm panicking over the fact that I can't find some of the things I need and don't know what suitcase to bring. I'm worried that I'm packing too much and not enough all at the same time. I'm worried that my suitcase will be to much trouble to lug around. I'm going to BlogHer solo. I know a few people and have every intention of making new friends but I'm scared I'll be all alone. Luckily I'm not scared of NYC. I'm not scared of fashion. Not only do I know what I'll be wearing but I know it looks good. I guess I'm just scared of the unknown. It doesn't help that this comes on the heels of coming home from grad school and I'm Hollins sick. Sad part is there's not many people in my life who get why I'm so anxious. I guess that's why I'm telling all of you. Wish me luck. I'll be posting a ton on twitter and Facebook. I'm sure I'll be fine. But for now... I'm scared.


1 comment:

  1. Don't worry - you'll be great!

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