Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Hey guys and dolls. I'm hella sad today. I found out that my cat Custard passed away this past Sunday. She was 18. In fact she just turned 18 June 9th. All I keep thinking is "stubborn 18 year old cat". I knew she was getting older and was going to leave me soon. I vainly hoped I'd be there when she left. But here I am in Virginia and there she was in New Jersey. Needless to say I miss her already. I know by writing this people will be tempted to tell me she's in a better place or it was her time. Please don't. Honestly it just upsets me. I've understood death for many years now. Simply put death is when something I love goes away and I don't get to see it every day like I used to. I know it's more complicated than that but this explanation is how I cope. In any case hugs and well wishes are welcomed. And I'm sorry to get so personal. I just needed someone to talk to.